there was this one really repetative ps2 game I never got to beat. I sold it a long long time ago. I guess technically I could download the emulator and iso. those things are so buggy. I cant even remember the name of the game either. and even if i did do all that, i would probably think its boring and stupid cause i would only enjoy something like that as a kid. well i guess I missed out huh, i really really liked it for some reason. and then

we remember so much, god, god. and I know why I remeber as i sold it.




the last years I was to know my brother, this game was played in his company. just like always, sitting on his bed while he was on the computer. I wonder if he remembers

my words are so impercise, but theres so many of them.maybe if i felt like i understand, things would make more sense. I wouldn't have to type with such inneficcency.

No one should feel this good.

ahhhh fuck. So close

I just want to explode

These sour thoughts drip and pool on such insufferable sundays.
This pool grows to a puddle, soon it will be up to your knees.
That gaping hole always felt but never found is submerged by now
Secretions of the conscious thick with disgust creep slow like tainted mollasas
It envelops your chest, straining your innards to gasp for life
Lips reaching upwards meet the acrid taste
Surly the vomit might even taste better than this
It drips and drips lining every inch of your throat
Now tickling your lungs
If your heart had been beating, you might have giggled.

 

 

No more words left. Mind's eye blind.

Be back in a few weeks hopfully.

crack ruins another holiday

In the darkness, shapeless shadows ready for transformation. Imagination paints a projection of confusion on the canvas sky. Explosions of creativity and a determined curiosity unearth once lost words. The presence of those miles away is felt in the corner of the eye. The human connection trancends the limitations of perception.

"There's so much in these words. “I love you” I say them. But I say them because I want to believe that this place isn't horrible."

Are you saying there's somthing wrong with my gear?